Sort of Purging

Harsh things I've been blatted  like shits,
I just miss you, miss home, miss them all and try to figure things out a lil bit,
Sometimes I just cry like a kid,
Some part of this life, I'm just not so proud of things I did,
So I kinda bleeding without any intention to bleed,
Maybe I've been bad, and it's time to pay for it,
But I am me, so live you're life, respect other and try not to spit ,
I guess life is about heading forward and get ready for things we gonna hit.